When I was 5 years old, I was going to a kindergarten. we were practicing to perform an Anthem, in front of our parents for anniversary of Islamic revolution, I realized that all kids around me, were shouting tune regardless of melody and harmony. Any way I started to shout like them, it was an anthem played by the group, I had to follow other people, like all anthem that I had seen in TV. Even though we weren't performing like those anthem group I had seen and heard before. The time I had really enjoyed was when they let us playing in playground, and the only thing that we were thinking of was just playing and playing, but beside that some times playing game wasn't just playing game.
Seven years After, I joined to the handball team of my school, at the end of year we had a tournament. First match was between Hajar (my school which was governmental school) and Nedaye Zahra (Private school). A few minutes passed, I scord a goal, Referee announced that goal; on the other hand, the team leader of NZ School became angry, “it wasn't a goal, she shouted the ball in, while she was in 6 meter territory”(one of the foals in hand ball is, you cross the ball in after you jumped in closer than 6 meter to the goal) their team leader said. Even she wanted to leave the match, finally their renunciation about that goal makes me quite hopeless, and I lost my strength to continue the game.
Why always there are people here, who don't let us to play real game!?
Why we shouldn't play any real game, why!!!!???